Posts Tagged ‘Kafka’
Notes on Ruins
Kafka once wrote in his diary “anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs one hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate . . . but with his other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins.” I wish I could do that.
I just burst into tears because my short stories won’t work.
The response when I took ‘Angela’s Dress’ to my writing workshop was a long silence. My punctuation was complimented. I realised that it needs a lot more work, to put in backstory, relationship details and rounded characters. Not able to face attempting it today, I’ve been redrafting ‘Snow Scene’, the meditation of a man whose life has shattered as he considers suicide in an icy lake. I worry that I don’t understand the male mind, he seems emotional and changeable, his problems are trivial and his interior monologue clichéd.
I want to be good at this. I don’t know how. The notes are the ruins.